Thursday, July 15, 2010

thanks mom


When you were inside your mom’s tummy,
your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her,
and you thanked her by kicking her all day long.
When you were 1 year old,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.
When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.
When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.
When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.
When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.
When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.
When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.
When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you. You thanked her by moving
halfway across the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about
the burden parents become to their
children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down.
Take a moment to thank your Mum,
for everything.

Thursday, April 29, 2010



since i can't blame you...

i guess i gotta blame myself...



 why does everything i do doesn't seem right anymore? 
 it'll never be good enough for you 

s i g h

Monday, April 26, 2010



why do you have to be sucha fcuking jerk ?!

` w h y


why does he say sorry for the things that he has done ?
why does say sorry for the mistakes that he made countless times?
why does he say sorry for the stupid things he did ?
why does he say sorry for the things he knows that would hurt me?
why does say sorry for the lies he told?


why does he even bother saying sorry when he does the same stupid things... over and over again?


why does he find the need to hide the things he does?
Why does he find the need to lie over and over again?
Why can’t he just be honest?




Hurt…anger…sadness…disappointment…

mixed feelings




. .

never  ѕαy i  love  you 
if you really don't care  

never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there 
never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart
never say you are going to if you don't plan to start
never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie  
never say hello
if you really mean goodbye

 

l o v e


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