since i can't blame you...

i guess i gotta blame myself...

 why does everything i do doesn't seem right anymore? 

 it'll never be good enough for you 

s i g h

why do you have to be sucha fcuking jerk ?!

` w h y

why does he say sorry for the things that he has done ?

why does say sorry for the mistakes that he made countless times?

why does he say sorry for the stupid things he did ?

why does he say sorry for the things he knows that would hurt me?

why does say sorry for the lies he told?

why does he even bother saying sorry when he does the same stupid things... over and over again?

why does he find the need to hide the things he does?

Why does he find the need to lie over and over again?

Why can’t he just be honest?

Hurt…anger…sadness…disappointment…

mixed feelings

. .

never  ѕαy i  love  you 

if you really don't care  

never talk about feelings

if they aren't really there 

never hold my hand

if you're going to break my heart

never say you are going to if you don't plan to start

never look into my eyes

if all you do is lie  

never say hello

if you really mean goodbye

 

l o v e

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